grape bubblicious ♥



have i gone crazy?

been searching for a loose boy blazer..




oh i love you elizabeth & james

adorable if you're tiny

non-waifs before.

this has been on repeat the past week or so....

i love it so much. it's such a wrong song.



i like a girl who eats and brings it up
a sassy little frassy with buh-lee-mi-uh...

so wrong. but so catchy....

makes me think kate moss back in her heroin chic days

so like, is that supposed to do something to me?

my finger hurts. i'm still hungry and i really need to sleep cuz i'm obviously NOT getting anything done at the moment.

i procrastinate to sleep. wth!

its always fun staying up late thinking and talking emo with ppls and doing random internet surfing/youtube watching/blog stalking :] and twittering of course... tweet....

i ventured out today in the most conservative outfit to get food and groceries... and i was fine wandering around enjoying the sun and the warmth... until some guys tried to talk to me. not that i was not fine after but i was more paranoid. i'm such a pussy. altho not pussy enough to have something hard and heavy ready to beat someone down with when i was walking back.

i'm a man with a plan... always ;] LOL.

omg i need to eat something or else i'll never fall asleep. mooooore granola....

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this is why i'm fat

hunger struck at midnite...
so ice cream, cookies, peachyO's and chocolates.
me and food are dangerous combos.
*rubs little belly*

loves it.

dear diary,
today, i bought a ton of raspberries and blueberries today.
i ate them all.

munch munch munch munch munch.

oh and last night i had a dream about zombies and opening my own cafe. and a lake seperated the zombies from the real ppl and they were too stupid to figure out how to walk across the bridge.

today i played happy music and danced around the house in my underwear. i rule. u wish u were this cool.

ok. bored.

the end.

stolen from wendy ;]

meh

sometimes i just forget...

friday five

1. What is your favorite vegetable? I love kale, broccolini, green beans and spinach
2. What is your favorite salad dressing, sauce, gravy, or condiment? spicy mustard
3. What is your favorite culture's food (American, Chinese, Creole, Indian, Italian, Mexican, Soul Food, Southern U.S., etc.)? japanese, french, korean, chinese
4. What is your favorite beverage? oolong tea & champagne
5. What is your favorite food? sushi

completely out of it.
i just ate all my food today, not hungry and barely tasting it...
now i'm kinda hungry and i gots nothing to eat.

i'll just wait til dinner.
ho hum.

i feel evil today.
need to be mean to somebody.
violence is fun.

these things scare me on young ladies around my age:

double chins
saggy necks
cankles

so much so i have this huge fear of growing a double chin or have neck sag... so i touch that area a lot to check.

i am thankful i don't have to worry about wrinkles & white hair. phew. yay for young looking asian genes.

this morning:
ooooo it's wednesday... oh no, wait, it's not...

this afternoon:
YAYYY NOW it's wednesday..... oh fug!

it's been a special day...

bad spelling is making my head hurt a lot today. more than usual.

i just got a call from 877 542 6650.. when you google it apparently if you pick up it plays creepy music.

awesome.

i'm not sure why but creepy always reminds me of IT. *shivers* fugging clown.

oh alexander wang. i love you.

and yet i don't know why...
but i really want this...



typical me.
i just wish it had a butt flap for pooping.


also,
i didn't think this would bother me...

but it does.

i want this:


and i hate these:
die.




this makes me want to cry


i'm not sure about this one.

i think it'd look hideous on everyone but tall waifs.

cringe.


if you wear these i will stab you.


it's worse from the back


i hate you today shopbop....
topshop here i come...

A few things this morning.

1. Today was a mouse shoe day :] Despite the fact that they're flats and it's rainy out. It's mouse shoe day dammit! They're silver, cute and make me happy, even tho they make me short.

2. I can fit into my evil jeans that wouldn't fit me yesterday (even when I was lying flat on my back)

3. I have once again lost 10 lbs in 2 days.

5. I don't like the number four today.

6. Usually rainy days make me grumpy but I'm perfectly perky today.

7. My boobs are out of control lately.

8. I woke up at 5am... I don't know why.

9. I woke up and puked up last nite's cereal. Gross.

10. I craved jello for breakfast. Found jello, now don't want it. I have a box of raisins instead.

11. I hate stupid people. People are stupid. I probably don't like you... especially today :] I also feel the need to run over bike riders at all times. DIEEEEEEE

13. I don't like the number twelve today either.

15. I don't like number fourteen today. Either cuz the number four is in it. But since I don't want to end on a sixteen, I'll make this two thoughts. To whom it may concern: She's gross, you can do so much better... stop dating down! Or maybe you're in blackout brainfart, blind in two eyes mode like I was awhile back ;] HAHA. It's okay, happens to the best of us, still want to call you stupid though. And you wouldn't want that... cuz then I'd have to hate you.

My coffee makes me want to yak this morning. Ew. I have to interview someone at 1030. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ But all I want to do right now is listen to my ipod, sing and blog.

why am i so retardedly hungry right now.... *chews arm off*